I come to a point in my limited existence ... to fully embrace LIFE.... to seek out and explore new worlds waiting for me to be discovered... In my opinion, everyone of US has a certain degree of gayness. There is no one who absolutely 100% straight, be it a man or a woman.. The word GAY is downgraded and stigmatized to label guys or gals to be someone abnormal.. ... For me the word GAY stands for one's way of life.. your carefree attitude .... being happy... being true to As such there's nothing wrong for being GAY. Its the wrong connotation some people affix to it, that makes degrading. Gay is being stereotyped to be some screaming faggot you see in movies... I don't give a DAMN if people will suspect me as GAY, a straight-acting gay if they say... a closet queen.. For these guys are narrow minded, idiotic beings,, who can only see the LIFE in a limited spectrum.... they only see it only as BLACK or WHITE,... Good or Bad..... Straight or Gay.... Pity them...... LIFE, is more than that.... is a kaleidoscope of colors,, spectrum of myriad possibilities..., shades of thousand hues... a gamut of endless opportunities.....LIFE would be dull without US... I am NOT OUT.. I perfectly blend with the norms of society.I would like to keep my personal (Sexual,,, that is) life away from the eyes of wolves dressed with sheep skin. I am not OUT not because I'm afraid others might know about me, but because i would like to keep my sexual exploits to myself.... SEX is meant to be enjoyed ,something personal... it is not to be told... I am no Don Juanism... As long as people remained to be remnants of pre-historic civilization, trapped in their medieval-aged mindset..... a time where witchcraft is a bad thing....when the world was thought to be flat rather than round... Those who believe otherwise are condemned and burned to death in public. Those who are ahead of their time are always look up as eccentric and evil-minded. That;s the reason why, i will be perfectly happy with the present set up I'm into.... to enjoy both worlds... to indulge in my sexual fantasy..